In June 2025 my big sister went in for a serious operation for which the outcome was predicted to be highly likely to be successful. Sadly, she did not come around from the operation. We spent a week by her hospital bed hoping that her situation would change whilst her body was being kept alive by the various items of medical machinery. But there was no brain activity. During that week this song kept coming back to me – some of the lines in particular resonating strongly with where I was at. For me, recording this was my form of grief catharsis. I sang and played my heart into this and released it as a single.

My desire is that it will allow you to grieve and maybe reach out for the door to hope.